I hate how these dreams
seem like reality & when I wake up,
the first thing I think about is how
much I want you & the second thing
I think about is how you can`t be mine.

I was thinking about you last night. I was thinking about
how wonderful it would be if you were thinking of me too.
But then I realized you weren’t thinking of me, you were
thinking of her. & just like me, you were wondering if she
was thinking of you. maybe she was, maybe she wasn’t.
But I do know one thing ; if even for the slightest moment
you thought of me, we would be thinking of each other,
because I can’t keep my mind off you

Taking chances is really just about overcoming your fears,
because the truth is, everytime you take a big risk in your
life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad you took it

It's only when you're tested that you
truly discover who you are. And it's only
when you're tested that you discover who you
can be. The person you want to be does exist,
somewhere on the other side of hardwork, belief,
faith and the heartache & fear of what lies ahead.

Everything happens for a reason.....
Even if it means not getting what you want
Because in the end you realize....
It's exactly what you needed

so one day,
when you finally realize
that we havent talked in a while
remember, thats your fault.....

sometimes i hope we'll still be friends when i get married.
i hope that i'll invite you to the wedding and you'll come.
you'll see me as the happiest girl in the world.
you'll see me with a guy that treats me right & loves me more than himself.
you'll see all that you could've had and you'll regret letting me go.
but thing i want you to see the most is that
i survived without you.

I know I'm not perfect, and I know that I'm not gorgeous.

So deal with it, because I do; everday

Come after me when I run away,
call me back when I hang up on you,
tell me I'm perfect when I'm mad at myself,
& don't let me slip away when I leave

She didn't giggle or blush
wildly when she saw him. She
didn't write his name all
over pieces of paper. She
simply lived with his
face in her heart all the time.
A kind of sweet hurtfull ache

If you smile when no one else is around, you really mean it.

think sometimes the best thing you can do is to

stop trying to figure out who you are & where you're

going, and just enjoy where and who you are now.

staying up until midnight;
laughing til our stomachs hurt;
taking funny pictures;
late nights under the stars;
here's to the days that turned into nights;
and friends that turned into family.

All I have ever wanted is someone to understand that even though I am smiling and I tell you "I'm fine," it is killing me to see him again, and I don't want to say it.

you ever wonder how long it takes to change your life?
what measure of time is enough to be life altering?
is it four years, like high school?
or one year, gone on a rock tour?
can your life change in a month or a week or a single day?
we're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead.
but when you're young, one hour can change everything.

the only guy you need in your life is the one who proves to you he needs you in his

hearts, promises, loyalty are all things that can be broken, & a friend might break them, but your best friends will always be there with tape when you need it

every now and then life throws us a
curveball to see how we handle it_*

& no camera could ever capture the glazed
look in her eyes & the feeling in her heart
when she looks at him.

Best friends are totally aware of how retarded you are and still manage to be seen with you

Smile when it hurts the most.

its not the fall that kills you its the sudden stop at the end.

Live life to the fullest.

&& at 11:11 ii can't help but wish for you.

b/c of you ii learned what the word best friend means.

never look back no matter how great the past was. always live for tommorw.

pretty as a princess.

just b/c ii don't use my brian sometimes dosen't mean that i'm dumb.  i'm jusst ditzy. 

lifes what you want it to be.

falling in love;
is just like rain;
you never know where
its going to land

Scars can never be healed, only hidden.
Having them on the outside is just a way
of hiding the ones within

It's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time.
And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.
It's funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time.
It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on,
& when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started.
When feelings come and go & you can't decide what you want.
When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start.
When you want them in your life so bad,
but all you can do is push them farther & farther away.
It's so hard to think back to how things used to be
& look at it now and realize that things are different
& they may never be the same.
You tell yourself it's not worth it,
but if it really didn't matter,
you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

When you're together with that special someone,
you pretend to ignore that person.
But when that special someone isn't around,
you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.
Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes & attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to have called you back a long time ago to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call;
at that moment, you are in love.
If you're much more excited for one short email from that special someone than other many long emails,
you are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone,
you are in love. When you get a couple of free movie tickets,
you would not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend",
but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction.
At that moment, you are in love.
While you we're reading this,
someone appeared in your mind,
then you are in love with that person.

people say hate is a strong word,
but so is love. and people throw it
away like its nothing.

after a while you realize the difference between
holding a hand and falling in love
you begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something
promises can be broken as quickly as they're made
and sometimes goodbyes really are forever

you talk to me and I remember how every word
lingered on your lips for hours. I close my eyes
and try to remember the way you felt next to me
days after you've gone. and somehow I know
that years from now, thoughts of you will still
keep me awake at night

t's funny how certain things trigger memories.
Songs, smells, and such, some make you sad
and some make you just close your eyes and for
that one moment you are captured in the past.
It's moments like those that make life confusing

LOVE 
its like standing on wet cement
the longer you stay, the harder it is to leave
and you can never let go
without leaving your footprints

stay awake for one more night
i'll pretend that i'm okay.
every one says i'll be alright
but i'm dreaming of things
better then you know.
would it hurt for me to make it?
would it hurt for me to let this go?

You just have to go after what you want
and if it doesn't want you back then so be it
it doesn't deserve you anyways.

let your heart lead the way..

hope for the best & expect
the worst. life isnt a movie...
it's all unrehearsed

"For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also." - Matthew 6:21

Yesterday was a bad day, but it was better than today.

But it took today being worse to realize that yesterday wasn't that bad.

did you know that Cinderella didn't have

to take her dress off to win her prince?

She had Romance without Regrets,

and she didn't lose anything that

she couldn't get back the next morning.

we have no right to ask when something bad happens,

"why did this happen to me?",

unless we ask the same question for every good thing that comes our way.

if you see me walking with someone else
it's not because i love them, it's because
you weren't there to walk with me. if i fall
in love with someone else, it's not because
i wanted to, but because you weren't there
to catch me.

Sometimes you can even convince yourself that

he'll see the light and show up at your door.

And after all that, however long all that may be,

you'll go somewhere new.

And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again.

And little pieces of your soul will finally come back.

And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted,

that will eventually begin to fade

... it was cause for the first time in her life,

she didn’t have to work so hard to be happy.

Somebody loves you and really wants to make you happy. We all want to be loved and to love someone, and love is the greatest thing on earth to most of us. The beauties of all creation were put here because of love. We too desperately need to love and are sometimes dying of grief without love, because we all need love and need to love someone. That’s why we're here for, because somebody loves us and wants us to be happy, to love and be loved, to enjoy all of the good things in life and to have enough of everything. But why is there so much sadness and suffering in the world? So much evil, ugliness, hardship, and death? Why can't it all be wonderful and beautiful and good and pleasant and pleasurable? Well, it was made to be that way in the beginning, but man chose to be selfish, unloving, and unkind, and to go his own way. We have each had a part in bringing misery into the world. Let’s be honest, haven't we all been bad sometimes? Haven’t we all done things that we know are wrong, and that we now can't undo? Love could heal so many wounds, restore so many hearts to happiness, ease so much pain and suffering, and avert so much death; but selfishness, greed, thoughtlessness, and stubbornness constantly cause most of the sorrows of the world, including our own.

& one day ii [know] we will look back and think about how stupid we were...  but ii don't care because right now i'm having the time of my life!

we go together like peanut butter and jelly [ii swear]...

& you are the one thing ii can never forget no matter how hard ii try...

smile like your in love...

waiting on you to call is like waiting on my teachers to say something useful....  its never going to happen!!

love like there is no tommorw... dream like there wasn't a yesterday... and live only in today!

BEST FRiENDS
THE FAiRY TALES OF LiFE
THEY`VE BEEN THERE SiNCE
" ONCE UPON A TiME "
& THEY`LL BE THERE UNTiL
HAPPiLY EVER AFTER

SMiLE ;; it might not help
you feel better but it`ll stop
people from asking whats wrong.

the longer it takes you to realize
you can't go back to the past, when
things were the way they were, the
longer it takes you to move on.

the greatest part of life
is finding someone who knows
all of your faults & weaknesses,
but still thinks you're amazing.

Courage is not the absence of fear,
but rather the judgment that something else
is more important than the fear.

who do you wanna be?
the guy i tell my secrets to
or the guy my secrets are about?

Never say you don't have
a chance with someone when
you haven't even asked...

sometimes you have to
hold your head up high,
blink the tears away
and just say goodbye.

always smile in the morning--
Makes people wonder what you did last night.

Most girls say they want a fairy tale,
but you taught me that it's not really what I want.
I want someone who will make fun of me
& laugh at my jokes even if they aren't funny;
Someone that wrestles with me
& doesn't let me win just cause im a girl.
Yeah, riding off into the sunset on a white horse would be nice..
but playing football with you seems so much better.

people said i've changed so much.
well here's the honest truth - - ii grew up.
ii stopped letting people push me around.
ii learned that you can't always be happy.
[ ii accepted reality ]

Who is the one person
you would stay close to like a shadow?
Who is the one person
you see when you look at others?
Who is the one person
you'd dream to be with during the day?
Who is the one person
you'd always look for when you come online?
Who is the one person
which makes you smile when you think about them?
Who is the one person
who would make you blush everytime they look at you?
Who is the one person
you're thinking about while you're reading this?